Anguish

Do I deserve to be dumbed
Do I deserve to be treated as anything less than a friend
Do I deserve all this

Maybe I should believe that I do

還要一個人在這裏自怨自艾
無可救藥
幾多本勇氣之書都沒有用

我那麼不值得被珍惜嗎

還要在這裏嫌自己還不夠笨
越寫越低賤