Last Day

也許剛巧這是校園裏的最後一天
上年還會大塊兒倚偎在一起珍惜最後一次
今年其實已沒有甚麼值得留戀
早會一完結跟友人說不如出外慶祝吧
我在這裏的時間有夠多了
她問
如果現在不在這裏吃將來還會嗎

我突然想著這一切一切將會或已然成為過去的人和事
又莫名其妙的感傷起來了

或許我錯在不應該在這個虛擬世界中找答案
它製造出拉近了距離的假象
那些像一直存在於你附近的
卻是完全觸不到
這天我看著那照片我竟認不出她的樣子
以及我發現在她那花花世界的汪洋大海之中
根本沒有我的影子

但我知道的
說到底都是我的怕事、我的懦弱、我那愛逃避的性格
最後我還是選擇躲進那個空間裏面
瑟縮在避難所裏

於是,我想起這一首歌。
然後我重新有了哭的衝動。

I DON'T KNOW YOU ANYMORE
~ Savage Garden

I would like to visit you for a while
get away and out of this city
maybe I shouldn't have called but someone has to be the first to break
we can go n' sit on the back porch, relax
talk about anything, it don't matter
how do you redefine something that never really had a name
has you opinion changed

Coz I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
the picture frames have changed and so has your name
we don't talk much anymore
we keep running from the pain
but what I wouldn't give to see your face again

Springtime in the city
always such relief from the winter freeze
the snow was more lonely than cold if you know what I mean
everyone's got an agenda, don't stop
keep your chin up, you'll be alright
can you believe what a year has been
are you still the same
has your opinion changed

Coz I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
the picture frames have changed and so has your name
we don't talk much anymore
we keep running from these sentences
but what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I know I let you down
again and again
I know I've never really treated you right
I've paid the price
and I'm still paying for it everyday

So maybe I shouldn't have called
was it too soon to tell
oh what the hell
it doesn't really matter
how do you redefine something that never really had a name
has your opinion changed