Why don't I even have the guts
to get people I dislike off my space
Why am I such a coward
Deep down inside I just want to tear it all down
all that faked kindness
for I do not wish to reciprocate
knowing that though far from being genuine
I can hardly be hypocritcal either

Rash,emotional and impatient as I am
I always find myself inapt for anything
so stop telling me about being a successful person
I doubt if I can be a useful one
I wonder what can I live up to be